Signs

Don't know the way

It's been too long since someone stayed

The vacancy sign is dusty 

And waves in the breeze

I am scared

Scared that I don't know how to do this

Scared that I'm too broken

To feel the way I should

Obligations and second guesses

But I look at you

And all I can do is smile.
Will the fear diminish?

Compass

I like it when I'm seen. Like to hear the sounds of the world as it swirls around me. While I'm out there, I need an anchor- something to bring me back home. Will you be my point B?

Resolve.

This year I am going back to the beginning.
Become who I should have been all along
Crazy, creative, magical, and free
This year I will go deep into myself
To unravel the knots
and shake the magic and words and colors
into the places that make sense
I will make magic happen
I will learn to become the person I long to be
and I will do it of my own volition.
Last year, was the breaking.
This year is the rebuilding. Renovating, Becoming.

Passing

Time 

It's supposed to heal

Supposed to make this easier

Instead, it churns like an ocean

Bringing the deep to the surface

Drowning the defenses

Until we are left wading

In regret

While the future drifts

Out to sea with the current